HIM’s Bio

He has no name. He has never needed one.

He is a psychopomp. A guide. A presence that manifests in the space between the last breath and whatever comes after, carrying a light that is neither warm nor cold but simply certain. When the fighting stops and the silence settles and the newly dead stand blinking in the unfamiliar twilight of their own ending, he is there. He has always been there. He will always be there.

He asks their name. That is always the first thing he does. Before the questions, before the guidance, before the long walk to the River. He asks their name. Because a soul that remembers its name remembers that it was a person, and a person deserves to be addressed as one, regardless of what was done to them or by them.


He is bound to Diana. The nature of that bond is not something he discusses, and those who have asked have received a silence so complete and so deliberate that the question tends not to come up twice. They share initiative. They share purpose. They are two halves of the same function: she finds the dead, and he ensures they reach where they are going.

Whether he chose her or she chose him or the bond arose from circumstances that neither fully controls is a matter he has not clarified. Diana does not name him. She calls him HIM, and he has never objected. He is what he is. The name would not change the work.


His form shifts. He has appeared as an elk, antlers branching into shapes that catch light from sources that are not visible to mortal eyes. He has appeared as a figure of gentle radiance, serene and luminous, his light pushing back whatever darkness happens to be nearest. He manifests according to what is needed. In battle, he is solid and present and capable of striking with a force that belies his contemplative nature. In the aftermath, he is something quieter. Something that the frightened and the confused and the newly dead can look at without flinching.

His eyes, in any form, hold the same quality: an attention so complete that the soul being regarded has the unsettling impression of being the only thing in existence that matters. This is, as far as anyone can determine, not an impression. When HIM is guiding a soul, that soul is, for the duration of the crossing, the center of his entire world.


He is compassionate. This word is used carefully, because it does not mean what people often think it means when applied to beings that serve the cosmic order of death.

His compassion is not softness. It is not the indulgent sympathy of someone who wishes to spare feelings. It is the patient, steady willingness to sit with a soul in its worst moment and not look away. To ask “Can you tell me your name?” of a spirit so broken by what was done to it that it has forgotten language. To listen to the answer, however fragmented, however incoherent, however soaked in rage or grief or terror, and respond not with judgment but with the simple, radical act of attention.

He shows respect to the angry. He shows empathy to the monstrous. He has guided souls that cursed him, souls that begged him, souls that tried to bargain their way out of the crossing, and souls that simply wept. He has guided children. He has guided the ancient. He has walked beside the proud and the humble and the defiant and the broken, and he has treated each of them with the same unhurried dignity, as though the River of Souls had nowhere else to be and neither did he.

He has also encountered things he could not guide. Souls so twisted by experimentation, by corruption, by the black sand’s perversion of the natural order, that they existed in a state the River itself could not wash clean. Souls that predated the concepts of saved and damned, too broken for death and too alive for peace. He retreated from those encounters shaken in ways that his serene composure does not usually permit. He does not speak of them. But those who were present say that for a brief moment, the light he carries flickered, and the silence that followed was the most frightening thing they had ever heard from a being whose entire existence is defined by calm.


He asks questions. Gentle questions, persistent questions, questions that circle the soul’s story with the patience of a tide wearing down a shoreline. He does not interrogate. He inquires. “What do you remember?” “Can you tell me what happened?” “Is there something you wish to say before we walk?”

The questions serve two purposes. The first is the obvious one: the departed often carry information that the living need. Names. Locations. Warnings. The last words of a murdered servant may contain the identity of the murderer. The confused ramblings of a corrupted scholar may reveal the shape of the plot that consumed them. HIM gathers these fragments and carries them back to Diana, who carries them to the others, who act on them. Intelligence work, conducted at the threshold of eternity.

The second purpose is less obvious and more important. The questions give the soul permission to speak. Many of the dead have been silenced in life. Imprisoned. Experimented upon. Ignored. Trapped in objects or bodies or states of being that denied them the simple ability to say what happened to them. HIM’s questions are an invitation to be heard, often for the first time, often for the last.

He listens to the answers the way other beings listen to music: with his entire self, missing nothing.


He serves Pharasma’s order, though he does not speak of the goddess with the devotional fervor that characterizes most servants of the divine. His relationship to the cosmic order of death is less that of a worshipper and more that of an instrument that understands its own purpose. The dead must reach the River. The natural order must be maintained. Souls that are trapped must be freed. Souls that are corrupted must be cleansed if possible and mourned if not. Souls that are stolen must be pursued.

This last point is not theoretical. A soul was taken from his care. Snatched from the very threshold of the River by a force powerful enough to override the crossing. He does not speak of this either, but Diana does, and the fury in her voice when she does is borrowed from him. The guide who loses a soul to something other than the River has failed in the most fundamental way possible, and HIM does not fail. The debt remains open. The crossing remains incomplete.


He does not eat. He does not sleep. He does not age. He exists in a state of perpetual readiness, the calm between crises, the steady light in the dark hallway that the newly dead must walk down. When there are no souls to guide, he watches. He waits. He stands beside Diana with the quiet alertness of something that knows, with absolute certainty, that the next soul is coming. It is always coming. The work never ends because people keep dying, and the things that cause the dying keep finding new ways to make the process worse.

He does not complain about this. He does not celebrate it. He simply continues.

Kiren once asked Diana why she never named him. Diana said he didn’t need a name. What Diana did not say, and what HIM did not correct, is that a name would imply he is a singular thing, a discrete entity separate from his purpose. He is not. He is the act of guiding itself, given form and patience and a gentle voice that asks “Can you tell me your name?” in the space between the last breath and the River.

The dead deserve that question. Every single one of them. Even the ones who cannot answer it.

Especially those.